this space was set up , to enable and allow the mind to roam and be free. writting the thoughts out can get pretty tiring at times. and since im always on the net, i guess its a pretty good idea placing all these thoughts here , typed out.
my main purpose of this space is to allow it to act as a reminder to myself whenever i read back that this is what has gone through the mind and ive felt once. people may not agree with what i say at times , but , it is afterall my space and my feelings.
& hopefully if possible , when individuals pop-by this space, i hope and pray that this will be a space , like for myself, a reminder.
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a little bckgrnd,
i have been going to church my entire life - physically. but sometimes i question myself if im always there mentally. being born into a christian family , with pastors and church workers in the family , i was/have been brought up in chrisitan values - thankfully.
i see so many people having transformed lives after knowing God. & sometimes , though i thank God greatly for where he has placed me , i wonder how i'll feel if i had not known god before i became a christian.
how much change would there be ?
maybe the faith would be stronger ?
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i am currently at a stage where im lost.
lost at what my direction is , and if my faith is really there.
the people whom i've grown up with are all looking at me , seemingly thinking im an awesome child of god. but , am i ? do i live according to his ways/will ? do i do what is right ? and most importantly , am i living, portraying a testamant fit for god ?
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